NYC with Duzi!

Jan.20.2010 by Bear | No Comments »

The next few posts will be some very late videos. This first one is a trip with the siblings to NYC during the Christmas Break. Watch the video below and enjoy!

The War Room

Oct.13.2009 by Bear | No Comments »

This has been my day today.

In a room all day with these guys.

Testing out new stuff.

Fun fun.

mutemath at tla

Sep.28.2009 by Bear | No Comments »

This weekend I went see MuteMath perform a sold-out show at the TLA on South Street.

Such an incredible show! The opening act, As Tall As Lions, was pretty good as well.

Best MuteMath show in Philly, and the best show of the tour, so far. :P

Pictures and video below.





Hair all gone

Sep.24.2009 by Bear | 5 Comments »

Couple weeks ago I cut all my hair off. Here’s how it went down

Galatians in Your Church

Sep.21.2009 by Bear | 3 Comments »

I’m convinced that most churches these days have skipped over or completely missed the point of Galatians.

It’s not just a simple reiteration of Paul’s ministry and interactions with the church.

It’s more than just the two verses that describe the fruits of the Spirit that we were taught to memorize in Sunday School.

The Book of Galatians is a serious reprimand to the church in Galatia.

The Book of Galatians is a warning, if not another reprimand, to today’s churches. And in my opinion, to today’s Malayalee churches.

“Now when Peter had come to Antioch, I withstood him to his face, because he was to be blamed; for before certain men came from James, he would eat with the Gentiles; but when they came, he withdrew and separated himself, fearing those who were of the circumcision. And the rest of the Jews also played the hypocrite with him, so that even Barnabas was carried away with their hypocrisy.”

~Galatians 2:11-13 (NKJV)

Now replace Peter and the Jews with yourself and your church and replace the Gentiles with co-workers, friends, colleagues, other churches.

I know that in today’s American Pentecostal Malayalee churches there is talk of reaching the unreached and the unsaved coworker and colleague and people of other races, but the sermons are sprinkled with unintentionally racist comments and the overall impetuous that to be saved all jewelry, makeup and tattoos need to be removed.

Our APM Churches push the fancy dresses and tailored suits and look down their noses at the casually dressed worshiper as less-than-spiritual.

My mom scolds me for wearing jeans to church and wearing rings (not in church, but when I go out every now and then) and bracelets (WWJD and other ministry bands). It’s just “unbecoming” of an APM pastor’s firstborn son.

We recently had a speaker at our church visiting us who had converted from the Orthodox church to the Pentecostal church.

My mother mentioned my jeans and jewelry to him, expecting that I would be “set straight”.

I responded to my mom, in front of the pastor, and asked, “Mom, how many white sari’s do you own? How much gilt is on your saris?”

To which our guest, who was in an uncomfortable position, replied, “He has a valid point.”

End of discussion.

There was a time when my mom wouldn’t wear certain sari’s because they were too flashy, too gaudy or had too much gilt. But that was ten years ago.

Our grandparents wore white saris and outfits and removed their jewelry to set themselves apart when the Pentecostal movement started in India. That was about 30-40 years ago.

Now in the APM church jewelry and fine clothes are no longer about defining a movement, but about following a standard, a rule, a law that has been defined by a people.

It defines if you are a part of the club or not.

Are your clothes nice enough?

Sari’s of the proper quality?

Shirts pressed with matching ties?

Hair well- maintained and managed?

While this whole idea started with good intentions, it’s become legalistic. It’s become bondage.

“O foolish Galatians! Who has bewitched you that you should not obey the truth, before whose eyes Jesus Christ was clearly portrayed among you as crucified? This only I want to learn from you: Did you receive the Spirit by the works of the law, or by the hearing of faith? Are you so foolish? Having begun in the Spirit, are you now being made perfect by the flesh?

~Galatians 3:1-3 (NKJV)

It’s a recurring theme and problem throughout the Bible, both Old Testament and New Testament, of Jews and Christians who have turned tradition into law and identified these laws as a process of salvation and redemption instead of having a relationship with Christ.

But God doesn’t look at our jewelry or lack there of.

He doesn’t look on our jeans or our suits or dresses or saris.

Does it matter if you wear jewelry or not?

Or is it more important that you seek and desire to know the heart of God?

Does it matter if you wear jeans or suits to church?

Or is it more important that you lift up those around you to know God and draw nearer to Him?

For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision avails anything, but faith working through love.

~Galatians 5:6 (NKJV)

This past Sunday I wore jeans to church like I normally do.

This past Sunday I led worship like I normally do.

This past Sunday was an amazing time of worship.

This past Sunday I heard “uncles” and “aunties” humming and singing the songs after the service was over.

This past Sunday I heard comments on how much they enjoyed the English worship.

This past Sunday I heard no comments on my jeans or lack of a blazer.

This past Sunday gave me hope that our church can slowly step away from the past 25+ years of APM legalism.

I pray for our generation and the next to not be led by traditions and culture, but by the Spirit of Christ that has a standard that never changes.

“I say then: Walk in the Spirit, and you shall not fulfill the lust of the flesh. For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; and these are contrary to one another, so that you do not do the things that you wish. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the law.

Now the works of the flesh are evident, which are: adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lewdness, idolatry, sorcery, hatred, contentions, jealousies, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, dissensions, heresies, envy, murders, drunkenness, revelries, and the like; of which I tell you beforehand, just as I also told you in time past, that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law. And those who are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking one another, envying one another.

Galatians 5:16-26 (NKJV)

The last of the Ice Java

Aug.31.2009 by Bear | No Comments »

My dad used to bring home this amazing coffee syrup for milk called Ice Java. The only place we could get it from was the local Acme supermarket, and even then only at a few select stores. We’d have friends come over and they would ask, beg, plead and bribe to have a glass of this stuff. That’s how good it was!

We would go through bottles of it so fast that my dad would have to buy a few of them and hide all but one, just so we didn’t finish it all too quickly.

Then we received some sad news.

Acme stopped carrying it. There wasn’t any announcement or anything. We just couldn’t find it in the coffee aisle anymore at the store. My brother and I were quite upset. We consoled each other through the rough patches and tried to find some alternatives, but nothing ever came about.

It’s been a few months and I was getting ready for a small party when I opened the cupboard and saw this:
Ice Java!

Apparently, my mom had cleaned out the pantry and found two bottles of Ice Java that my dad had hidden away and forgot about. They don’t expire until Feb/2010, but i doubt they’ll last that long.

YUMM! The last two bottles of Ice Java…

The coal-miner’s strings

Aug.27.2009 by Bear | No Comments »

Newtone strings w/ Yamaha F730SI don’t like Elixir guitar strings. Something about the way they sound. If you put Elixir strings on, your guitar tends to sound like a great guitar. In fact, it sounds like every guitar with Elixir strings. And i don’t like that sound, it’s just not full enough. Too tinny and fake-ish.

I also don’t like the idea that my strings are coated with chemicals that my precious guitar would be exposed to consistently. So I don’t buy Elixir strings. I once received a FREE full set of Elixir ultra thin nanoweb light gauge (.012) strings for testing through Taylor. Nine months later, they sit here unopened and untouched. It’s not that I didn’t want to test them. I fully intended to try them out and compare the sound to my current strings, but I didn’t want to risk losing the sound I had.

What strings do I use? I’m glad you asked.

I’ve made a lot of changes in string choices, but in the recent years I’ve been discovering round-core strings. Your basic acoustic string, E through G, is made by wrapping phosphor bronze or nickel or other material around a central core. Nowadays it’s all done by machine on a hexagonal core, like Elixirs. The advantage of round-core is a theoretically better sustain then a hex core which “digs” in to the winding. I say “theoretically” because I don’t know of any actual scientific proof and some say hex core gives better sustain because of the digging in. It’s a debate that continues to rage on in forums across the interwebs. I think round-core makes more sense.

My first foray into this new world was with DR Sunbeams. They sounded great from the start but after several weeks the tone and sustain got dead quickly.

Nowadays I play with Newtone guitar strings. Even more specifically Newtone Master Class Nickel strings. They are round-core and handmade in the UK by a former coal-miner! And I’ve grown to love the nickel plated strings. Like most strings they sound pretty bright at first, but after a week or so of playing the tone gets to a nice warm, natural sound. The ones I had on were on for over a year, and I only changed them because I wanted to try some new Newtone Double-wound strings in a different gauge.

My guitar of choice is a Yamaha F730S. No fancy electronics or anything, just a great full-size acoustic guitar with a great sound. I may drop a LR Baggs pickup in eventually, but it’s fine for what I need right now.

You can hear what the guitar sounds like with the Newtone MC Nickel strings in the videos below. Their not great recordings, but it’ll give you an idea of how it the guitar/string combo sounds.

Video from #PCNAK

Jul.07.2009 by Bear | 3 Comments »

I plan on doing a decent write-up of PCNAK this year and the twitter frenzy that many of us took part in. But until i get a chance to do that, here are some videos from this year’s worship services. I only have video from Friday and Sunday. Apologies to Northwest and Southeast worship teams.

Northeast Worship Team


Southwest Worship Team

Interview with Lighthouse

Jul.02.2009 by Bear | No Comments »


It took a little while to upload and process, but the video from Tuesday night’s interview with Lighthouse is finally up.

Follow their tour blog at http://www.hisonlylighthouse.com

Buy their album online at http://www.digstation.com/lighthouse

Caption please…

Jun.01.2009 by Bear | 2 Comments »
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add your caption for this picture in the comments below

Shaun King and Courageous Church

May.30.2009 by Bear | No Comments »

If you haven’t heard of Shaun King, I suggest you read his miracle story and watch this video of a part of a recent service at his church in Atlanta.

What are you wearing…?

May.05.2009 by Bear | 6 Comments »

Jeans in Church

This is just a “poll” of sorts to get some perspective on your views. It’s for something I’m working on, which I hope to let you all see/read soon.

  • What do you wear to church? Do you get all dressed up or do you go casual or something in between?
  • If the majority of your church dresses up, and you came in one Sunday wearing jeans, would that be a problem?
  • What are your thoughts on wearing jeans in church?
  • What is the appropriate dress attire for church?